This Part

Copyright: Masashi Kishimoto - Naruto

"I'll try to not forcing you to smile.

But to smile together and laugh with me.

 I won't force you to erase your pain.

I'll erase it myself."

Easy to say, hard to do.

-Dear Myself

Lea Michele - Canonball

Break down
Break down

Break down
I was scared to death I was losing my mind
Break down
I couldn’t close my eyes I was pacing all night, oh, no,
I think I found the light at the end of the tunnel (and my doubts)
I couldn’t find the truth I was going under

But I won’t hide inside
I gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out
Lonely inside and light the fuse
Light it now, light it now, light it now

And now I will start living today, today, today
I close the door
I got this new beginning and I will fly
I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball

Freedom
I let go of fear and the peace came quickly
Freedom
I was in the dark and then it hit me
I chose suffering and pain in the falling rain
I know, I gotta get out into the world again

But I won’t hide inside
I gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out, gotta get out
Lonely inside and light the fuse
Light it now, light it now, light it now

And now I will start living today, today, today
I close the door
I got this new beginning and I will fly
I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball

Break down
I was scared to death I was losing my mind
Break down
I gotta get out into the world again

And now I will start living today, today, today
I close the door
I got this new beginning and I will fly
I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball, like a cannonball, like a cannonball
I’ll fly, I’ll fly, I’ll fly like a cannonball

source: www.azlyrics.com

We Go On

We hurt people

and get hurt,

and just stand and watch,

and someday when we grow up

forget it

or

regret it.

"What if I say something wrong when I try to talk more?"

-browsing-

Somehow

-How did it end up like that?

Untukmu, Duhai Sahabatku

Mari kita skip kenyataan bahwa sekarang aku tengah di medang perang akademik.

Demi postingan ini.

Satu yang tak boleh kuucapkan secara langsung 

karena kau yang memintanya.

Untuk salah seorang sahabatku.

Maaf aku tak menyadari makna dibalik sikapmu akhir-akhir ini.

Salah. 

Sudah sejak lama kau memendam ini sendirian.

Maaf, atasku yang tak bisa peka

atau

justru atasku yang akhirnya tau, tentangmu..

Sahabat, apa yang harus kulakukan untuk mengobati luka di hatimu?

Istirahatlah sejenak dan bersandarlah padaku

kan kuberikan kau rangkulan dan senyum terhangatku

meski apa adanya, akan kuhias wajahmu dengan tawa

Dan sekali lagi aku menangis.

Bukan untuk bagianku.

Untuk mewakili, apa yang mungkin tengah kau rasakan.