Untukmu, Duhai Sahabatku

Mari kita skip kenyataan bahwa sekarang aku tengah di medang perang akademik.

Demi postingan ini.

Satu yang tak boleh kuucapkan secara langsung 

karena kau yang memintanya.

Untuk salah seorang sahabatku.

Maaf aku tak menyadari makna dibalik sikapmu akhir-akhir ini.

Salah. 

Sudah sejak lama kau memendam ini sendirian.

Maaf, atasku yang tak bisa peka

atau

justru atasku yang akhirnya tau, tentangmu..

Sahabat, apa yang harus kulakukan untuk mengobati luka di hatimu?

Istirahatlah sejenak dan bersandarlah padaku

kan kuberikan kau rangkulan dan senyum terhangatku

meski apa adanya, akan kuhias wajahmu dengan tawa

Dan sekali lagi aku menangis.

Bukan untuk bagianku.

Untuk mewakili, apa yang mungkin tengah kau rasakan.

Tentang Kemarin

Kemarin hari yang menyenangkan.

Dengan segala macam perjuangan touring di jalan -perdana nih cuy.

Plus bermacam-macam kendala dan peristiwa lainnya.

But over all kemarin hari yang luar biasa. :))

Kemarin aku dan keluarga kedua ku *seeh

bertamasya ke pantai. Kami mengadakan yang namanya Family Day.

Ke-kece-an perjalanan kami dimulai sejak berangkat.

Dengan formasi yang telah dibentuk terlebih dahulu

dan masa yang cukup banyak kami berangkat ke pantai Watu Kodok

di Gunung Kidul, Yogyakarta.

Suatu pengalaman berharga yang tak terlupakan.

Aneh, rasanya seperti liburan biasa,

Because officially, I supposed to be the one who take care of the event.

Haha but I didn't feel like that at all.

Just happiness.

Thats it.

Seakan dulu-dulu aku ga pernah liburan.

wkwk

Waaa sebenernya banyak yang ingin kuceritakan.

Mungkin waktunya belum tepat.

See you! :)

Demi Lovato - Believe In Me lyrics

[Verse 1]
I'm losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me

La la la la la la la la

[Verse 2]
The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile

[Chorus]

I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through

[Chorus:]
Not gonna be afraid
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, now, now I believe in me

Now I believe in me

This song has pretty amazing lyrics :))

source: www.azlyrics.com

Kontradiksi

Seorang gadis kembali melangkahkan kakinya

yang sempat terhenti ketika hujan turun kemarin.

Penglihatannya masih buram dan kepalanya masih pusing.

Jamur indah warna-warni itu telah meracuninya.

Langkahnya masih linglung sedang ia enggan bertumpu pada tongkat.

"Kau bisa saja rapuh dan menggulingkanku di jurang"

Katanya pada kayu ulin.

Ia tak lagi percaya pada apa yang ia lihat.

Yang indah belum tentu baik.

Tidak.

Ini bukan kehendaknya.

Ia ingin percaya.

Nanti, besok, atau mungkin lusa.

Ya, mungkin lusa ia bisa kembali percaya.

Yang indah belum tentu baik.

Yang baik belum tentu indah.

9nine - White Wishes Music Sheet Free

Watch the video!

(I don't know why but I couldn't attach this as I usually do :( )

Here a link to the music sheet :)

9nine - White Wishes

Hope I could play this too someday :)

Penyair dan Kartu As

Banyak yang bilang kalau orang yang suka
menulis puisi adalah orang sedang jatuh cinta.
Tapi bagiku, puisi hanyalah sebuah sarana
untuk menyamarkan apa yang kurasa;
apa yang sebenarnya kualami;
"apa yang sebenarnya terjadi"
Karena tidak semua hal bisa diceritakan
atau
sanggup untuk diceritakan.
Mungkin terdengar licik jika kubilang
'aku hanya berbagi pada yang mengerti.'
Percayalah, andaikan bisa, boleh, dan sanggup
akan kuungkap semua.
Yang bisa kukatakan hanyalah
aku menggenggam kartu as.
Kartu as diriku sendiri.

-IRS

The Terrors of Originality

Short inspirational film.

Matisyahu - One Day Lyrics

Sometimes I lay under the moon
And thank God I'm breathin'
Then I pray don't take me soon
'Cause I am here for a reason

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know someday it'll all turn around because

All my life I been waitin' for
I been prayin' for, for the people to say
That we don't want to fight no more
They'll be no more wars and our children will play

One day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day

It's not about win or lose
'Cause we all lose when they feed
On the souls of the innocent, blood-drenched pavement
Keep on movin' though the waters stay ragin'

And in this maze you can lose your way
It might drive you crazy, but don't let it phase you, no way
No way

Sometimes in my tears I drown
But I never let it get me down
So when negativity surrounds
I know someday it'll all turn around because

All my life I been waitin' for
I been prayin' for, for the people to say
That we don't want to fight no more
They'll be no more wars and our children will play

One day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day

One day this all will change, treat people the same
Stop with the violence, down with the hate
One day we'll all be free and proud to be
Under the same sun singing songs of freedom like

One day, one day, oh
One day, one day

All my life I been waitin' for
I been prayin' for, for the people to say
That we don't want to fight no more
They'll be no more wars and our children will play

One day, one day, one day
One day, one day, one day

This is a good song for sure + provided with good 'ads' mv :))

The Real Opponent

Hi! :D It's been so long but sorry I can't write long though.

Here again I got a good quotes:

"Your opponent is the self that wants to give up"

So, for anyone who read this, I hope you keep moving forward and keep your spirit high :)

Passing by

Haha just another quotes. I hope things will get better soon :))

Kita Kuat :)

Naik dan turun bukit juga lembah

Terkadang terjal, kadang landai, 

terkadang juga melewati dataran lurus

Hujan, badai menambah cobaan dalam perjalanan

Tapi....

bertahanlan, bertahanlah kawan

karena kau tak pernah sendirian

Di luar sana teman-teman kita pun berjuang

dalam perjalanan yang mereka tempuh

dan...

bersabarlah, sabar dan berjuanglah kawan

jalan ini kelak akan membawa kita pada akhir yang indah

selama kau melakukannya...

ingatlah selalu ada yang menjagamu, bersamamu

mendengar doa-doamu

disela rintik hujan yang mengalir di wajahmu

-IRS
-not a poem-

Nearly Fatal

Today seems I lost my focus again in the wrong time.

I carelessly held a (cutter) blade -without the holder.

Just. The. Blade.

-______-

And finally I nearly peel my middle-finger skin.

I wouldn't realize if I didn't stop because of the slippery blade.

But, yeah, that also the cause of the accident.

The fault is mine, I knew.

And now it's bleeding.

Still shocked of what could have happened.

Let's Be Strong Together :)

LET'S BE STRONG TOGETHER.

:))

-IRS

Originally Me

-IRS

Lol!

I really angry and sad and disappointed when I couldn't manage things well, but
thanks to One Direction funny MV I could laugh again :D
Hahahaha I still laughing xD

Justin Timberlake - Mirrors Lyrics

Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
Cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare, cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I
Would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'm here tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back here to you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Baby, you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life

Chris Brown ft. Justin Bieber - Next to You Lyrics

You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
That you keep that smile

Yeah, you are my dream
There's not a thing I won't do
I'd give my life up for you
'Cause you are my dream

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, 'cause you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
'Cause I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

If you had my child (little lady)
You would make my life complete (little lady)
Just to have your eyes on a little me
(That'd be mine forever)

[Bridge]
And baby, everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl, 'cause you are the only thing that I got right now

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

[Bridge]
We're made for one another
Me and you
And I have no fear
I know we'll make it through

One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Ohh ohh ohh ohhhhh

[Chorus]
One day when the sky is falling
I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Nothing will ever come between us

I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you

Oh nah nah
Oh yeah
Stand by my side
When the sky falls down
Oh baby
I'll be there
I'll be there

You've got that smile
That only heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
To keep you forever

Prologue

Alkisah seorang gadis memiliki pandangan yang berbeda

dengan kebanyakan orang. Ia selalu memperhatikan segala sesuatu

dan mempertanyakan hal yang berkaitan dengan benda yang diamatinya.

Tapi ia terbiasa sendiri, maka pertanyaan itu dipendamnya,

dicarinya jawaban itu sendirian.

Sering kali ketika ia mulai memperhatikan suatu benda

--kemudian ia bertanya pada dirinya sendiri--

ketika itulah orang-orang melihatnya sebagai tukang melamun.

Tak jarang yang ia amati bukan benda

melainkan wajah orang. Karena ia selalu mencari wajah yang ia kenal.

Entah siapa yang sesungguhnya ia cari.

Dan ketika ia menemukan kemiripan dengan orang yang ia kenal,

atau orang yang ia rasa pernah ia lihat,

maka matanya mulai terpaku sedang benaknya tak disitu.

Matanya terbuka tapi seolah ia tidak melihat.

Karena ketika itu otaknya mulai bekerja dan bayang-bayang mulai muncul.

Dan ketika ia sadar kembali, wajah orang-orang yang ia tatap menatapnya balik.

Karena memang waktu berlalu terlalu lama.

Dan gadis itu pun berpaling menyadari kesalahpahaman yang ia timbulkan.

"Untung saja benda-benda itu tidak akan pernah salah paham.

Cukup manusia saja, jangan ditambah lagi."

Itu pikirnya dalam hati.

Tapi gadis itu pemalu dan mudah salah tingkah.

Menambah daftar faktor yang membuat orang terkadang salah paham terhadapnya.

Dan ia telah cukup lama menjalani fakta ini.

Mengapa jarang orang menyadari ini?


-IRS

Miss-understand

Kalau diartiin artinya nona pengertian (sindiran).
Tapi dulu aku pernah baca sinopsis novel yang judulnya sama kayak judul postingan ini. Ceritanya tentang seorang cewek yang selalu bikin orang salah paham. Kok sekarang aku merasa aku itu.........dia? --"
Aku harap bukan.

Ed Sheeran - The A Team

White lips, pale face 

Breathing in snowflakes

Burnt lungs, sour taste

Lights gone, days end

Struggling to pay rent

Long nights, strange men

And they say

She's in the class A team

Stuck in her daydream

Been this way since eighteen

But lately her face seems

Slowly sinking, wasting

Crumbling like pastries

And they scream 

The worst things in life come free to us 

'Cause we're just under the upper hand 

And go mad for a couple grams

And she don't want to go outside, tonight

And in a pipe she flies to the motherland

Or sells love to another man

It's too cold outside

For angels to fly, for angels to fly

Ripped gloves, raincoat 

Tried to swim and stay afloat

Dry house, wet clothes

Loose change, bank notes

Weary-eyed, dry throat

Call girl, no phone

And they say

She's in the class A team

Stuck in her daydream

Been this way since eighteen 

But lately her face seems

Slowly sinking, wasting

Crumbling like pastries

And they scream 

The worst things in life come free to us 

'Cause we're just under the upper hand 

And go mad for a couple grams

But she don't want to go outside, tonight

And in a pipe she flies to the motherland

Or sells love to another man

Its too cold outside

For angels to fly

An angel will die

Covered in white 

Closed eye

And hoping for a better life

This time, we'll fade out tonight 

Straight down the line

And they say

She's in the class A team

Stuck in her daydream

Been this way since eighteen 

But lately her face seems

Slowly sinking, wasting

Crumbling like pastries

They scream 

The worst things in life come free to us 

And we're under the upper hand 

And go mad for a couple grams

And we don't want to go outside, tonight

And in the pipe fly to the motherland

Or sell love to another man

It's too cold outside

For angels to fly, angels to fly 

To fly, fly

For angels to fly, to fly, to fly

Angels to die

Let's treasure our life :) 

-IRS

Skenario

Kalian pasti pernah kan merasakan 

apa yang sering kita sebut sebagai kebetulan?

     Ya, aku pun begitu, dan belakangan ini menjadi sering. Tak jarang hal itu luput

hingga aku telat menyadarinya. Tapi, justru karena telat itulah aku jadi tidak menyadari

betapa banyak kata kebetulan yang dapat kutulis dalam fakta yang datangnya

tiba-tiba ini. Beberapa tokoh dalam fakta ini pun tidak benar-benar ku kenal.

Bahkan aku tak sadar pernah bertemu sebelumnya. Terhadap hal ini,

aku harus bagaimana?

Kita hidup dalam skenario yang kita bagun(yaitu pilihan-pilihan yang kita ambil)

dan juga skenario tak terduga
yang telah ditetapkan bahkan sebelum kita lahir. Skenario inilah yang
melengkapi hidup kita dengan kejutan, tantangan, dan cobaan sehingga
hidup kita tidak datar dan membosankan. Maka, terhadap skenario ini aku
akan menjalaninya dengan ikhlas, tabah, dan sebaik mungkin.

Toh, tak ada yang tau ke mana skenario ini akan membawa kita.

Waktu berputar dan berlalu.

Dan kita tak bisa diam, kita dituntut untuk maju.

Semangatlah, nikmatilah, kelak kau akan tau.

Dalam Doaku

oleh: Sapardi Djoko Damono

Dalam doaku subuh ini kau menjelma langit yang semalaman tak

memejamkan mata yang meluas bening siap menerima

cahaya pertama, yang melengkung hening karena akan

menerima suara-suara

Ketika matahari mengambang tenang di atas kepala, dalam doaku

kau menjelma pucuk-pucuk cemara yang hijau senantiasa,

yang tak henti-hentinya mengajukan pertanyaan muskil

kepada angin yang mendesau entah dari mana

Dalam doaku sore ini kau menjelma seekor burung gereja yang

mengibas-ngibaskan bulunya dalam gerimis, yang hinggap

di ranting dan menggugurkan bulu-bulu bunga jambu,

yang tiba-tiba gelisah dan terbang lalu hinggap di dahan

mangga itu

Magrib ini dalam doaku kau menjelma angin yang turun sangat

pelahan dari nun di sana, yang bersijingkat di jalan kecil

itu menyusup di celah-celah jendela dan pintu dan

menyentuh-nyentuhkan pipi dan bibirnya di rambut, dahi

dan bulu-bulu mataku

The Road Not Taken

by Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,

And sorry I could not travel both

And be one traveler, long I stood

And looked down one as far as I could

To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,

And having perhaps the better claim

Because it was grassy and wanted wear,

Though as for that the passing there

Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay

In leaves no step had trodden black.

Oh, I marked the first for another day!

Yet knowing how way leads on to way

I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh

Somewhere ages and ages hence:

Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,

I took the one less traveled by,

And that has made all the difference.

PS:
Just like this poem, sometimes me too thinking about how if in the past I took another choice. Would it lead me to feel like what I feel today? What would it change if I did took another choice? Well, no one can predict that. I could just say thanks to God for my life :))

Kearifan Sebatang Pohon

Belajarlah dari sebatang pohon...

yang setia pada tanah tempatnya berpijak

tak pernah berpindah tak pula beranjak

menanam akar kepercayaan yang tak jua retak

Bergurulah pada sebatang pohon...

yang ikhlas ditinggal daun-daun di musim gugur

yang tak egois saat hujan mengguyur

dan tak pernah lupa bersyukur

Jadilah tegar seperti sebatang pohon...

yang tak merengek meski kemarau membakar

berusaha tetap berdiri walau petir menyambar

selalu memberi tanpa pernah dibayar

-IkaRS

                           

Gekkou Symphonia (Moonlight Symphonia) Lyrics + Romaji + Translation

Kanji

風に奪われたわけじゃない
片道分の勇気で
僕ら悲劇を受け入れる

心がここにあったはずの空洞
もっと僕が大きければ
君を 未来を 救えただろうか

大切な人守るすべを
たったひとつしか持たない
そんなあなたが
はぐれ漂う空

あなた以上の人に出会えない

月にあらがう長いフレア
始まりもせず終わる物語
傷つきうる柔らかさ閉じ込めた旋律
奏でるほど 歌うほど 壊れるほどに
あなたが恋しい

月が夢から登るように
悲しき恋歌
つまびかれて
静寂の冬に還るよ

摩擦を知らない優しさで
霧深い森に迷い
ふたり千年遠ざかる

灰色のハーモニー
愛と自由は
なぜ出会うことできない
いつか荒れ野の露になるまで

心の重さ 愛の重さ
全身で聴いていた
憂い 気高い 後ろ姿

あなたの夢を守り抜けたなら

月にあらがう長いフレア
始まりもせず終わる物語
そっと空に置く涙は
未完のシンフォニア
あなただけに
君だけに
星の遺言

あなたに会いたい

Romaji

Kaze ni ubawareta wake ja nai

Katamichibun no yuuki de

Bokura higeki wo ukeireru

Kokoro ga koko ni atta hazu no kuudou

Motto boku ga ooki kereba

Kimi wo mirai wo sukueta darou ka

Taisetsu na hito wo mamoru sube wo

Tatta hitotsu shika motanai

Sonna anata ga

Hagure tadayou sora

Anata ijou no hito ni deaenai

Tsuki ni aragau nagai FUREA (Everyday praying in our despair)

Hajimari mo sezu owaru monogatari

Kizutsuki uru yawaraka sa tojikometa senritsu

Kanaderu hodo utau hodo kowareru hodo ni

Anata ga koishii

Tsuki ga yume kara noboru you ni

Kanashiki koiuta

Tsumabikarete

Seijaku no fuyu ni kaeru yo

Masatsu wo shiranai yashisa de

Kiri fukai mori ni mayori

Futari sennen toozakaru

Haiiro no HAAMONII

Ai to jiyuu wa

Naze deau koto dekinai

Itsuka areno ne tsuyu ni naru made

Kokoro no omosa ai no omosa

Zenshin de kiiteita

Urei kedakai ushiro sugata

Anata no yume wo mamori nuketa nara

Tsuki ni aragau nagai FUREA (You know I can always be by your side)

Hajimari mo sezu owaru monogatari

Sotto sora ni oku namida wa

Mikan no SHINFONIA

Anata dake ni

Kimi dake ni

Hoshi no yuigon

Anata ni aitai 

English

It's not like it was stolen by the wind
With the courage of a one-way trip
We accept the tragedy

The cavity where the heart was supposed to be
If I was more big
Would I have been able to save you, the future

Carrying only but one means
To protect your precious person
Such you is
A sky drifting astray

I won't meet someone greater than you

The long flare that opposes the moon
The tale that ends without even starting
Softness that can get hurt, an imprisoned melody
To the point of playing* it, to the point of singing it, to the point of breaking it
You'll be longed for

As if the moon ascends from a dream
A sorrowful love song
Can be strummed
And return to the winter of silence

With kindness that doesn't know friction
Lost in the deep-mist forest
The two of us go a thousand years far off

The ash-colored harmony
Love and freedom
Why can't they meet?
Someday, until turning into the dew of the wasteland

The weight of the heart, weight of love
Have been listening with the whole body
Grief, sublime retreating figure

If can protect your dream to the end

The long flare that opposes the moon
The tale that ends without even starting
The tears softly placed on the sky are
An unfinished symphonia
A last request of the stars
To only you dear
To only you

I want to meet you

Though I didn't watch the anime, I like this song much :3

Fairy Tale

Mirror...oh....mirror

Glow...glowing....

Though I forget how it started...

From book to be real....

A fairy or Godmother?

Everything is unusually beautiful...

Romantic...

And finally....

Lead me to happy ending.